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IND-IIT Delhi /4150- During my 2year stay in IITD I met a guy, a total charmer.
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Tuesday, September 10, 2013
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During my 2year stay in IITD I met a guy, a total charmer. I won't say I have had a lot of boyfriends in my life, a few maybe. I never could find a boy who could be a boyfriend material. In all my relationships it was an effort to find that one person with whom I could be what I am really and then enter Mr. Right. I totally adore him and so does he. The feeling when you know its right, I felt that. Spending times talking, listening, sometimes silent yet so much to listen to (I miss him). We eventually fell for each other and knew we had an incredible sync. Then I had to move out and start with my job. I do not know if it was distance but talks got less, feelings also dissolved. He could never convey whether he would still be there for me, still loved me. I really could not understand if he moved on or simply could not talk to me. Whatever it was, its an year now and I had a boyfriend here, a casual relation. Each time I talked with my new boyfriend, I used to think about this guy. Just like there was my physical presence but never mental or emotional. Once I was sitting with him and we were talking about something and I realised I had tears in my eyes. I miss him so much. There can not be a man for me if not him. But I know he will not accept it if he knows I had a relation here. I had to tell my new boyfriend that I can't continue. I won't be able to give my heart to this relation. I don't know if I will ever meet him or not but I just feel very bad. I don't know where things went wrong but you still are the one I was always thinking about and will adore.
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