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IND-IIT Delhi /4142- We met during the coffee in the canteen.
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Monday, September 9, 2013
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We met during the coffee in the canteen. Not love at first sight but this man was a total charmer. We started meeting and soon there developed a connection. I loved him and I guess he loved me too. I could see that in his eyes. The feeling when you know this is right. Then I left and yes, like in every long distance relation, calls got less, feelings got dissolved. I called him many times but there was just no time with him. I really felt as if I was just a nice girl for only the time I was there was with him in IIT and he did not want to keep a connection with me. When ever I talked, it was only a buddy talk. No more I love you, miss you. I felt we were only friends now. Anyways, I met a guy here then and we dated for some time. He is french and we got along well. Once I was sitting with him watching a movie. He was holding my hand and then all went wrong. All I could think was that man I spent a lot of time in IIT. His kiss, his talks, his voice. I could not hold my tears just could not and realised that he was and still is the man of my life. I can not think of sharing my soul with another man so I confessed it to this french guy, asked sorry if he could forgive me if I hurt him but I won't be able to give away fake love. He was a gentleman to respect my feelings and let me go.
So here it is. I told all of this to this guy and he simply said we should part our ways. I love him. Why could he not say that he love me., that I am his girl. Crying in shower and seeing my friends having the man they love breaks me. I just want to say that still you are the man of my life, still I think about you before I sleep, when ever I see a girl with her guy, when ever some one says she is in love. Maybe honesty is not always good.
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